catch my breath

2photo taken and developed by Missy (2010)

You know that stomach turning, breath catching, soul aching desire? That deep longing, the stretching and reaching within yourself to grasp that thing you want most? When you find yourself gasping because you’ve been holding your breath, for fear that the feeling would float away. Holding so tight, while you let yourself go. I’ve been doing a lot of this kind of searching lately. Defining how I want to live. The kind of person I want to be. The way I want my life to look. The future is now, and I’m here, living it. And slowly I’m deciding what I want todo with myself. It’s magical. Now if only I could just catch my breath…

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